11.8 But I am angry and anger makes me want to eat and eat and eat until I am fat fat fat.
I am hungry for the first time since October. I am ravenous. I am so out of love and so cross and so fucking starving. I don't care what I eat; yesterday it was doughnuts and chocolate and copious amounts of alcohol with some very cosy tv and a curled up position with cushions all afternoon. This sadly must stop.
Today will be a four LL day today. Then I will go to Zumba. Well, I might not manage the four potions and nothing else but I will at least go through the motions. I can do it. I have to.
If I just shift a few more pounds before my holiday it gives me scope to eat whilst I am there and not worry too much.
Tuesday 25 January 2011
Thursday 20 January 2011
Wednesday 19 January 2011
Weight gain
Not only have you produced Crunchie bics but Caramel as well. Delicious and so so so fattening.
This is the first week I have been hungry since October and a huge voracious appetite has descended. I just want to eat all the time anything and everything. Ooooh eck; I'm no longer in love.
Bread, cheese, pringles, chocolate and a huge number of biscuits as well as meals.
Result: 5lbs weight gain in a week.
Weight: 11.11 Despite enormous amounts of exercise. Off to top myself.
This is the first week I have been hungry since October and a huge voracious appetite has descended. I just want to eat all the time anything and everything. Ooooh eck; I'm no longer in love.
Bread, cheese, pringles, chocolate and a huge number of biscuits as well as meals.
Result: 5lbs weight gain in a week.
Weight: 11.11 Despite enormous amounts of exercise. Off to top myself.
Monday 17 January 2011
Crunchie bisciuts
Dear Cadburys, How dare you produce anything so delicious and delectable and irresistible. No wonder you've been taken over, serves you right. I am now fat and it's all your fault.
Weight 11stone 8lbs but probably loads more now.
Swam a million miles yesterday. Went to Zumba this morning. Feel great but so wish I hadn't eaten those biccies and there are still more.
Weight 11stone 8lbs but probably loads more now.
Swam a million miles yesterday. Went to Zumba this morning. Feel great but so wish I hadn't eaten those biccies and there are still more.
Sunday 16 January 2011
Conflicting scales
Weight 11st 7lbs
This was looking good but I then went swimming and weighed myself in the changing room and it was 11stone 12lbs. Who do I believe? Sadly, I think club scales are more accurate but I like mine better.
It's starvation til Tuesday now until I get weighed at LL. Poor me.
This was looking good but I then went swimming and weighed myself in the changing room and it was 11stone 12lbs. Who do I believe? Sadly, I think club scales are more accurate but I like mine better.
It's starvation til Tuesday now until I get weighed at LL. Poor me.
Sunday 9 January 2011
Home and dry
Weight 11.9
I did go to Lighter life then I went to the sea and I was very good and ate things. In fact I ate things that I shouldn't have but I came back brilliantly thin. Now I know it will go up for a day then it's vital that I keep my mind absolutely on the ball and stick vigilantly to the plan. This week the meeting has moved from Thurs to Tues which gives much less time to lose weight. In fact that means only today and tomorrow to get it together. I will just have to be hungry. I now wish I had been a bit more sensible on Friday and Saturday. Actually, Fri wasn't bad but yesterday I got home and needed comfort food. I just needed comfort everything. Oh the duvet of home.
I did go to Lighter life then I went to the sea and I was very good and ate things. In fact I ate things that I shouldn't have but I came back brilliantly thin. Now I know it will go up for a day then it's vital that I keep my mind absolutely on the ball and stick vigilantly to the plan. This week the meeting has moved from Thurs to Tues which gives much less time to lose weight. In fact that means only today and tomorrow to get it together. I will just have to be hungry. I now wish I had been a bit more sensible on Friday and Saturday. Actually, Fri wasn't bad but yesterday I got home and needed comfort food. I just needed comfort everything. Oh the duvet of home.
Thursday 6 January 2011
Phase two
Weight: 11.8 which I know is still vastly huge but it's a good starting point for phase 2.
Gosh I am full of excitement today. Let's hope that over the next few days I can get thinner. I really must get below 11 stone before my jolly holiday - preferably 10 and a half. Off to the sea where I will try not to starve - something at which I am champion when I'm there.
It's Lighter life today and, although I am in two minds about going, I think I ought to tip up and at last try and keep to it. Then I will be thin - well, thinner.
Gosh I am full of excitement today. Let's hope that over the next few days I can get thinner. I really must get below 11 stone before my jolly holiday - preferably 10 and a half. Off to the sea where I will try not to starve - something at which I am champion when I'm there.
It's Lighter life today and, although I am in two minds about going, I think I ought to tip up and at last try and keep to it. Then I will be thin - well, thinner.
Monday 3 January 2011
Imminent holiday
In less than a month I will be in the Caribbean sunning my very fat arse. Right, action stations.
Enough stupid Christmas food, time for a clear up and and a fridge clean out and no more crap for me. I am going to be very good from now on and get my weight down to below 11 stone - tricky I know but I can do it.
Bloody Lighter Life woman is packing up shop and moving town. That's all very well but what about me? I know I am a bit half hearted and haven't been for ages but eventually I will run out of food packs and need more - then what? I am a bit worried that without it I will put on all the weight I've lost and it will have all been an expensive waste of time and money. No, I will find out what the deal is on Thursday; I think there maybe a Putney person.
Weight 11.10
Enough stupid Christmas food, time for a clear up and and a fridge clean out and no more crap for me. I am going to be very good from now on and get my weight down to below 11 stone - tricky I know but I can do it.
Bloody Lighter Life woman is packing up shop and moving town. That's all very well but what about me? I know I am a bit half hearted and haven't been for ages but eventually I will run out of food packs and need more - then what? I am a bit worried that without it I will put on all the weight I've lost and it will have all been an expensive waste of time and money. No, I will find out what the deal is on Thursday; I think there maybe a Putney person.
Weight 11.10
Saturday 1 January 2011
New lighter Life
Weight: 11.11
Feeling: Fat
Ate stupid biscuits and a chinese meal. The chinese meal was dinner so I had to have it - not all the rice and noodles but some of it. However, the stupid biscuits, and so many of them, were just plain idiocy. Also I ate a billion Pringles. Oh those things are dreadful.
Masterplan for today: 4 Lighter lifes. Impossible I know, but I will try. How on earth do you make the porridge less lumpy?
Feeling: Fat
Ate stupid biscuits and a chinese meal. The chinese meal was dinner so I had to have it - not all the rice and noodles but some of it. However, the stupid biscuits, and so many of them, were just plain idiocy. Also I ate a billion Pringles. Oh those things are dreadful.
Masterplan for today: 4 Lighter lifes. Impossible I know, but I will try. How on earth do you make the porridge less lumpy?
chinese laundry
Weight: 11.11
Feeling: Fat
Ate stupid biscuits and a chinese meal. The chinese meal was dinner so I had to have it - not all the rice and noodles but some of it. However, the stupid biscuits, and so many of them, were just plain idiocy. Also I ate a billion Pringles. Oh those things are dreadful.
Masterplan for today: 4 Lighter lifes. Impossible I know, but I will try. How on earth do you make the porridge less lumpy?
Feeling: Fat
Ate stupid biscuits and a chinese meal. The chinese meal was dinner so I had to have it - not all the rice and noodles but some of it. However, the stupid biscuits, and so many of them, were just plain idiocy. Also I ate a billion Pringles. Oh those things are dreadful.
Masterplan for today: 4 Lighter lifes. Impossible I know, but I will try. How on earth do you make the porridge less lumpy?
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