Suffering from the most ghastly cold imagineable. Mr Smith bought us donuts for supper and they were perfect comfort food for us snivelling wrecks.
I am just too ill to think about weight and diets and that crap right now. Stayed in bed yesterday morning and read Arabella Weir's new book The Real Me is Thin. It was disappointing. It could have been written by me. I am almost coming round to the whole "I want the chocolate biscuit more than I want to be thin" thing ... but not quite.
Wednesday 22 September 2010
Saturday 18 September 2010
New own goal
Weight: 12stone 9lbs
Interesting. I can actually eat loads and loads of absolute crap such as donuts, cupcakes, profiteroles etc. without putting on weight.
Therefore, by not eating these things I should lose loads of weight. Let's give it a go shall we?
Goal: 12.5 by 5th October so I can join Lighter Life and be thinner but poorer.
Interesting. I can actually eat loads and loads of absolute crap such as donuts, cupcakes, profiteroles etc. without putting on weight.
Therefore, by not eating these things I should lose loads of weight. Let's give it a go shall we?
Goal: 12.5 by 5th October so I can join Lighter Life and be thinner but poorer.
Thursday 16 September 2010
Strange shapes
Honestly, I am so fat at the moment, it's horrific. I just pretend I'm not and waddle off to Aqua Zumba regardless. The teacher told me I looked like I'd lost loads of weight. What? Well, she's just bonkers and wants me to attend all her classes. Then the Dynamic Denise came round for my cupcake masterclass and she also said I was looking quite thin. But I'm fucking huge. This is very disconcerting. I ate a few cupcakes and mulled it over.
I have ordered Arabella Wier's book - The Real Me is Thin. This sounds like it was written for me.
Wedding Anniversary dinner was a bit of an overeat followed by a dreadful dream where I had to help organise a big party where people brought the food. Of course there was tons left over and I kept eating it and eating it as I cleared up. I couldn't fit in any more but I still just kept eating. I woke up several times in the night feeling very full but I just went back into the dream and ate more.
I have ordered Arabella Wier's book - The Real Me is Thin. This sounds like it was written for me.
Wedding Anniversary dinner was a bit of an overeat followed by a dreadful dream where I had to help organise a big party where people brought the food. Of course there was tons left over and I kept eating it and eating it as I cleared up. I couldn't fit in any more but I still just kept eating. I woke up several times in the night feeling very full but I just went back into the dream and ate more.
Wednesday 15 September 2010
Post Canada
Weight 12.9
which isn't that bad all considering. All I ate in Canada was non stop donuts. No actually, that is not all I ate because I then ate huge meals interspersed with donuts until I couldn't actually fit in any more food.
Dilemma: I am too heavy for Lighterlife light but too light for the real programme. I can either eat masses and masses until I am really heavy or diet until by BMI is 29.9. It's only about four pounds to lose. I can do it.
which isn't that bad all considering. All I ate in Canada was non stop donuts. No actually, that is not all I ate because I then ate huge meals interspersed with donuts until I couldn't actually fit in any more food.
Dilemma: I am too heavy for Lighterlife light but too light for the real programme. I can either eat masses and masses until I am really heavy or diet until by BMI is 29.9. It's only about four pounds to lose. I can do it.
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