12 stone 2lbs. I have lost 10lbs in a week. This is terrifying. I cannot even feel exhilarated. I feel nervous. I need to gain weight just to make me feel normal. I feel sick. I feel weird. I cannot eat.
Today is the first time I have eaten since Monday. I have been barred from the pub but I don't really care. I did care. I cared a lot. But today I think Glen the Good is a drunk idiot, his partner isn't much better and their pub is a dive. Thank god I no longer need to go there.
I am so thin. My face in concave. Clothes I haven't worn for years fit. This is odd. I like it but it is happening a bit too fast. I feel so strange. Of course I am not thin at all. I am 12 stone with flab.
Today I ate lovely red soup and bread and butter at the hotel where I swim - my club.
Then this evening I had chicken stew with a slice of bread and butter. And lots of wine. I laughed a lot with lovely Mr Smith and I feel SO much better.
With a bit more effort I could make it down to below 12stone. Hey, that would be good.
Today is the first time I have eaten since Monday. I have been barred from the pub but I don't really care. I did care. I cared a lot. But today I think Glen the Good is a drunk idiot, his partner isn't much better and their pub is a dive. Thank god I no longer need to go there.
I am so thin. My face in concave. Clothes I haven't worn for years fit. This is odd. I like it but it is happening a bit too fast. I feel so strange. Of course I am not thin at all. I am 12 stone with flab.
Today I ate lovely red soup and bread and butter at the hotel where I swim - my club.
Then this evening I had chicken stew with a slice of bread and butter. And lots of wine. I laughed a lot with lovely Mr Smith and I feel SO much better.
With a bit more effort I could make it down to below 12stone. Hey, that would be good.
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