Monday, 9 January 2017

In the gloom

Oh no, the bathroom light has gone and I can't see the scales.  Just as well as I hit the cheese and biscuits last night and the shortbread.  I was still hungry after dinner.

This hunger is beyond hunger.  It is ridiculous; as though someone is driving a jackhammer into my stomach.

Without the joy of food it is as though I am just existing, just floundering in a sea of stupidity.  I am achieving zilch and all I can think about is the physical pain this kind of gnawing hunger brings.  Babies cry when they are hungry.  I want to wail.  Perhaps I should just think of it as my diet working.  It has a lot of work to do.

And I am feeling depressed.  Oh groan.  Happy Monday.

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