Honestly, I am so fat at the moment, it's horrific. I just pretend I'm not and waddle off to Aqua Zumba regardless. The teacher told me I looked like I'd lost loads of weight. What? Well, she's just bonkers and wants me to attend all her classes. Then the Dynamic Denise came round for my cupcake masterclass and she also said I was looking quite thin. But I'm fucking huge. This is very disconcerting. I ate a few cupcakes and mulled it over.
I have ordered Arabella Wier's book - The Real Me is Thin. This sounds like it was written for me.
Wedding Anniversary dinner was a bit of an overeat followed by a dreadful dream where I had to help organise a big party where people brought the food. Of course there was tons left over and I kept eating it and eating it as I cleared up. I couldn't fit in any more but I still just kept eating. I woke up several times in the night feeling very full but I just went back into the dream and ate more.
No comments:
Post a Comment