Normality returns

12stone 3lbs
Appetite is back. I feel just wonderful but I am terrified that my weight will go shooting up again. I will exercise more.
I ate lunch at a fabulous Italian restaurant - really fabulously fabulous. I am so full. I then had tea with ID Jane and ate cupcakes (yes, more than one). I want dinner but think I'd better be careful as it could be disastrous.
I am so cosy right now and sort of in love ... with myself. The temptation to treat myself with food is very great.

Bye bye Baby

Weight: 12stone 3lbs
Feeling: Considerably less huge
Wanting: To chuck someone.

I feel omnipowerful. Queen Bitch. I am out to clean up my life - less fat, less crap, less being continuously nice.

Fat day

Weight: 12stone 4lbs
Feeling: Really fat
Needing: Space
Eating: Much more.
Goal: 3 meals a day and 12stone by Thursday.

Appetite has improved. Had lunch out with Ben, ate it all. Must stop drinking wine. Went shopping but too fat for any of the clothes. Must dance and swim.

Getting there

Weight: 12stone 4lbs
Feeling: Odd and very unhungry
In need of: A hug
Avoiding: Contact.

A bigger splash

Weight: 12stone 5lbs
Mood: a bit blue
Want: To chuck the lover
Enjoying: A glass of wine

I went swimming today. Outside. It was damned cold but beautifully sunny.

Little Miss Sunshine

Weight 12stone 6lbs
Thinking: Immoral thoughts
Wanting: A lover
Feeling: I'm walking on Sunshine woahoah ... and it really feels good.

I really wish I had lost weight when I could have done and not blobbed about because now, when it matters, I am too fucking fat. Oh well. Love me, love my flabby bits.

I've cracked it

The solution: Fall in love and lose loads of weight. It's easy. Admittedly you will feel absolutely revolting and want to vomit all the time. You are fit for nothing more than staring vacantly into space for hours on end and even the tiniest of tasks, such as ironing, become Herculean. However, the weight loss is drastic.

Weight today: 12stone 7lbs