Slow slow quick quick snow

11.9
This is a gain but I am quite happy as too fast is too scarey and I want to slow down just a teeny bit. I kept pretty much on diet yesterday though I did have wine - bad girl.

I think I need my layers of fat to keep warm in this cold weather. Yesterday I did absolutely nothing but blob about lazily, spending much of the day in bed hiding from the snow. Today I will swim or at least go to Aqua Zumba if nothing else.

Or die trying

11.8
Blimey, that's a bit of a turn up. I am not even sure how it happened. I just ate my Lighterlife thingies and threw in the odd meal and got slaughtered one night and next thing I know I'm a whole heap lighter and Everyone has noticed how much thinner I am. This is exciting. I need to control it a bit as it's a bit too fast. My clothes fit. Not only that but clothes that have never fitted now fit. Dinner out on Wed will slow things down a bit.

And now I'm off to swim a mile.... ODT.

Not twelve stone

More 11.12 but so great not to be 12.11 or 12 anything.
Big dinner tonight - pork with crackling and veg and I did have a roast potato and 1 small glass of red wine and a chocolate button or two. I'll probably fry in hell ... in pork fat. I so hope I am not mega heavy tomorrow. It was so lovely to eat a proper meal for once. I feel full and happy.

Elevenses

Weight: 11.12
Hoo bloody ray.

Mrs Botox head

Weight: 12 stone
My weight just isn't moving. Well, it is but paraplegically slowly. I wanna be thin and wanna be thin now.

In a lunatically vain moment yesterday I had botox. This was a bit like several angry bees visiting my head for a stinging contest. I can notice absolutely no difference whatsoever except some tiny bruises on my forehead and some little red spots around my eyes. Apparently, it takes a few days to really work. Oh the price of vanity ... £350 to be precise.

I have my period ... groan.

Lazing in bed

Weight: 12stone 1 and a bit.

Why doesn't it go down? Probably because instead of gracing Zumba class with my presence I am in bed writing this - lazy tart.

I have moved my Lighter life class from Tues to Thurs which suits me just fine as I hate the awful negative cow in my class and don't feel all that motivated by the young people in my group. I need people like me - Mums. Also I can't hack evenings.

I am still two and a half stone heavier than I want to be. I have to shift this. Next Thursday I need to be 11 and a half stone. I have a nasty feeling it isn't going to happen. I will try.

Back to the shops to return the clothes that don't fit because I am too bloody fat for them and get some more nice underwear in my real size.

Weight: 12stone 1

This is v annoying as I thought I'd cracked the 12 stone marker - evidently not. Feeling fat I went to Zumba at East Sheen. I get knackered too quickly.

I think my weight gain was due to my enormous curry last night even though I was so perfect the rest of the day.

I'll do it. I'm determined.